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 I don't bother to post much on here. Still really here because of ONTD. Looking at my last post and really not much has changed. Lots more stress. lol

So confusing

I have been in a relationship for 11 1/2 years, we have 2 kids, call each other husband and wife, and we are working on buying our first home. Not too long ago my husband was talking to the mother of his first child and some of what he said was, what I feel, way too intimate and a betrayal. I have been trying to deal with this and do what is best for my kids and me.

So confused